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Time to upload again! :w00t!: Been way too long :D

It took you that long? really, REALLY?? look smiley faces just arnt going to appear so soon. You cant just bombard in && expect me to accept the first apology. Sorry hunny but for the last 9 weeks while you happy chappy lived your life without me, i had to make a plan. I dont drop people the way you do so stop expecting me to be nice and carry on as though nothing happened. It Did Happen. Now i appreciate the apology but i also had to be the one to initiate it. So chilax && no, im not gonna be the same as i used to. Get over it. Like I had to.

Just so you know, I really think i made an effort right, BUUUT! If thats not how you see it: cool man. Cuz I officially give up && BAM you win! Again. Congrats cool cat :clap: :sarcasm: but to be totally honest, after having a good think about this, this is what you wanted anyway. So when you wonder why we dont speak anymore, its not because i dont care, its because you pushed me away. && im done with this emotionally draining CRAP! I was so busy dreaming about how absolutely perfect it could have been that i didnt see what it was doing to me. You're right, maybe i deserve better. And those are *your* words not mine. I may "deserve" b